Hey Y’all!! Remember me? Oh goodness, I know I’ve been gone way too long!! Do you remember that old Morton Salt tagline…”When it rains, it pours”? Well, we’ve had our share of “when it rains it pours” kind of days this summer. But we’ve had some happy sunshine too! Our family has been through a lot in the last few months. We’ve experienced things that have been heartwarming, heartbreaking and challenging. I’m sure you can relate. There were so many times I wanted to get on the computer to let y’all know what was going on but guess what?? I didn’t have a computer! It had been in the repair shop for 4 weeks!! And when I got it back finally, I couldn’t figure things out. It was updated to a new operating system and a lot of things had changed. So I’m relearning stuff. Oh lawdy! But, here I am now to catch y’all up…
THE HEARTWARMING:
Let me start with the heartwarming part of my summer season…Introducing to you my 6th grand-baby and grand-daughter #2, Olive Rose! She was born 4 1/2 weeks early on May 29th. Her Mama and Papa, Tiffany and my son J.J. are over- the-moon in love with her like all of us of course! You might remember the story I shared of their engagement here and their wedding here. How fun to see their little family growing! As I mentioned, due to some complications, little Olive was born premature and was in NICU (Neonatal Intensive Care Unit) for 11 days. Thank the good Lord, she is home and doing wonderful! Praise Jesus!! Tiffany and JJ are such wonderful, loving parents! It warms my heart to see them as mama and papa!
Without going into a lot of detail, let me just say that my darling, daughter-in-love has been a real trooper with all that she went through to insure that sweet Olive would be born healthy. And of course caring for a premie comes with it’s own set of concerns. We are just rejoicing in the Lord at how much little Olive has grown and that she’s as healthy as can be!
Can I tell you what it does to my mama-heart to see my son love and cherish his little baby girl? To see him give his sweet daughter such gentle, loving care is such a blessing. I think baby Olive already has her daddy wrapped around her little finger!
Grandpa (my hubby), Summer and I could not wait to hold our precious Sweet Pea! She was so tiny in the NICU. She was only a week old when we got to travel to California to hold her.
Sweet Olive Rose has grown so much in two months! She is a ray of sunshine! A blessing from heaven! I can’t wait to hold her again!
THE HEARTBREAKING: My Mama-in-love, Ruth, had a heart attack. On the same day Tiffany was in labor and giving birth to Olive Rose we were told by the doctor in the hospital that her severe heart issues were not repairable and that she may not have much time left. He stated that she needed to be under hospice care. Our hearts sank and tears were shed. Coming to grips with this news has been difficult. We don’t know how long we will have her with us but we are thankful for each day the Lord keeps her here. Thank goodness for the comfort of the Lord at times like these.
You may recall, in earlier blog posts, HERE and HERE where I shared about Ruth’s life growing up on a farm in Southern Oklahoma. She has been the best Mama-in-love a girl could ask for! Always so cheerful, humorous, helpful, full of wisdom, and such a wonderful and amazing homemaker, cook and mother. I’ve learned so much from her and through the years I’ve tried to emulate the way she loved on her family in creating the most cozy, happy, loving home.
My gift to Mama Ruth is to bless her as often as I can with a homemade pie or a bowl of sun-warmed tomatoes from my garden. We sit and chat over a slice of pie and I cherish each conversation. I absolutely love hearing her stories of back-in-the-day in Oklahoma and the way her Mama, Jennie Mae, churned her own butter and cooked every meal with biscuits and cornbread in her cast iron skillets.
Thus far, Ruth has had some good days and some not so good days. Thankfully she’s in the comfort of her own home with the best of care provided by her daughter Linda, my niece Brianne and my daughter Ashley and Hospice professionals. I would so appreciate your prayers for Ruth and the entire family during this time.
THE CHALLENGING: Shortly after the events mentioned above, my hubby had an accident and broke his ankle (like I said “when it rains it pours” :D ) . Thankfully he did not need surgery and is healing nicely.
The hard part for Gary is since he broke his right ankle he can’t drive. That doesn’t work well if you’re in the Real Estate business! That’s our bread and butter. So guess who’s become his personal chauffeur? Yes, that would be me! (And he really likes it that way. Lol!) On most days we are on the road showing property to clients from morning till night. I open the homes, turn the lights on and give house tours to the buyers (If the house has more than two steps he can’t go in so I go for him). I have to say that I appreciate his job so much more now! It’s quite exhausting especially when we’re showing up to 8 houses in a day!
The challenging part for me was that in the back of my mind I kept thinking about all the things back home that were being neglected…all the things I needed to to…wanted to do. I was getting stressed about my ever-growing to-do list that wouldn’t get done for quite some time ( like writing this blog post). But then I had to have a little talk with myself. ‘Simmer down’…I said to myself…’This is time to completely pamper your beloved hubby…you remember…”love, honor and cherish in sickness and in health”…so what if there’s a pile of leftover stuff in the mudroom from cleaning out the laundry/craft room and every time you walk by it you cringe…so what if your garden is full of weeds because you aren’t home to tend to it, so what if you were planning a new project to launch this summer but now you can’t…it’s okay that those things on that long to-do list won’t happen right now…it’s okay. You’ll get to it eventually. Right now Gary is #1 priority. Put all of those other things on the back burner and relax! RELAX! Take advantage of the time you get to spend with him every day.’ In the words of my dear friend…”Have fun with it!” Sometimes we just have to give ourselves a pep talk or a kick in the pants…Lol! Sometimes we have to give ourselves some grace!
THE SUNSHINE:
We were blessed to have family come visit from the east and west coast for a couple weeks. We’ve enjoyed BBQ’s, set off fireworks, watched fireflies, had fun conversations around the table and played with giggling grand-babies.
We’ve had our share of summer storms too…which are always magnificent to watch from our back porch.
About a two weeks ago this huge tree fell, after one of our summer storms, blocking the entrance on our road.
Life is full of ups and downs…of storms and sunshine. The good news is that storms do not come to stay, the clouds will blow away and the sun will shine again. Thankfully, the Lord works everything out for our good (Romans 8:28).
Well, I’m still driving and showing homes for Gary, at least for the next few weeks. His cast was just taken off a couple days ago, but he’s walking very slowly and trying to get mobility back. Thank you Sugar Pies so much for being patient and for sticking with me! So far this summer has been a doozie! It’s been a roller-coaster ride of emotions that’s for sure! Hey, it’s just part of life! “This too shall pass” and “the best is yet to come”! (My two favorite quotes!) If you are going through some rocky storms, hang on! Hang on to The Lord, he will calm the wind and waves. It’s going to be okay!!
Keep counting your blessings,
Sending you warm hugs,
God bless your darlin’ heart!
Aunt Ruthie
Thank you so much for the wonderful post and reminder of God’s love through the most difficult times. Prayers for your family and sweet Mother-in-Love being said. So good to see a post again :)
Ruthie! I wish I’d have known you were having a computer crisis! We live right outside Springfield and my husband has been a computer repair specialist for 14 years. If you need help in the future his number is 417-830-3341. Glad to see your blog post! Sorry you are having such challenges, but also blessings!
Thank you so much for sharing this Ruthie! I know sometimes sharing struggles is not as easy as sharing victories. But sometimes social media and blogs are only filled with the good and you start to feel like you’re the only one who has “when it rains, it pours” times in life. When you’re in the middle of it, it is tough to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
We took my daughter (my first born) to college for her freshman year on Saturday. She is struggling, not knowing anyone and being a bit overwhelmed by such a big place. I know it will take time for her to adjust but it’s so heart breaking for me to not be able to fix it for her. This post just reassured me that God is with her and will guide her through this time of growth. I have to remember He is doing the same for me! So thank you for the reminder of His love and mercy! I hope your fall season is a lot less rainy :)
so glad you are back and things will get better….missed your posts God bless
I needed this right now! Have been feeling left out of life from recent knee surgery and not being able to drive,and go out with friends. Life throws us some curves,but God will straighten them out for us! Bless your growing family, and prayer’s for your Mother-in-love! I have been missing your cheerful loving posts! I hope Summer has a great school year! It’s good that you have that closeness with your husband! All the best to you and yours! :)
Congratulations on your new Granddaughter and Praise God she is doing well. Prayers for you and your family. I have my own Husband in Love home after shoulder surgery last Wednesday. He delivers coffee so I am putting out bags and cups of coffee definitely a new experience!
So good to hear from you again, Aunt Ruthie!
I’m so sorry you’re dealing with a ton of stress this summer. I’m glad your hubby’s on the mend and I’ll be praying for your Mother In Law.
Congratulations on your adorable new grand-baby! :) What a cutie pie!
Here’s hoping that the upcoming months are less stressful and more relaxing! xoxoxo
Mandy
Thank you for the update, it’s always so informative and uplifting. Your pictures of the Ozarks are breathtaking. Will be praying for your family.
I hear you on the the whole.. When it Rains.. It Pours… Certain things in life for what ever reason… seem to roll in 3’s.lol. But it sound like for the most part you are keeping your priorities straight and focusing on what is on the importance of now.. We can all learn a little bit of that.. Its the ebb and flows of life…
Anyhoot
Happy Trails
Simply Jeannie
Will be praying for things to slow down so you can get some well deserved rest, before the holidays are here!!! LOVE YOUR BLOG
We’ve been having one of those summers too so I totally get it.
Glad that everyone e is ok even though you’ve had challenges. Ruth sounds like she is in the best possible loving care and that is a huge blessing. :)
Take care…your family is in my prayers.
Laura
So wonderful Our Lord is there in every situation in our lives. And you look amazing!
Hi! Thank you so much for the update! I will be praying for your family. I enjoy your posts and love seeing how you decorate your beautiful home. I can’t wait to see how you decorate for Fall. I guess I didn’t know that your husband was in real estate. I always thought that would be fun, to see inside some beautiful homes!
Hugs! I’m hoping things get better, especially miraculous healing for your mother-in-law!
The older I get the more I realise just “doing life” gets a little harder.
Prayers for all your needs going up right now.
Olive is just beautiful!
Hi Ruthie, I check your blog weekly, sometimes daily, to see if you’ve posted, so I was SO glad to see this post! I’m SO sorry that your dear mother-n-law is not well! I pray for her comfort and peace. Praying also for little Olive Rose to continue to grow and be strengthened and for her mommy to recover fully from her pregnancy and delivery. Thank you for encouraging us even in your trials! I pray that you and your husband will be blessed with special peace and sweet memories as you work together. God bless you! Smiles, Deborah. :-)
I love this!!! Thank you!
Aww, Aunt Ruthie! I knew things must have been awfully busy for you when you hadn’t posted, but I didn’t imagine all that! I will be sending many prayers on your behalf along with prayers for your lovely family! I wish I lived close enough to lend a helping hand by weeding your garden and bringing a meal! Take care of yourself!
It’s always so peaceful to read your blogs, I’m so glad you found a moment to share. Big hugs and lots of prayers for you, your family and mother-in-love. God bless
You sure have had quite a summer! OMGoodness, I WILL be praying for Ruth! My Mom had severe heart problems too so I know what you are going through. Your new grand baby is so adorable! What a beautiful blessing. Treasure these days along side of your hubby, they will be over soon and I bet you will miss them. Thanks for sharing all this with us. XO
LORDY MERCY!! HOW MUCH YOU/YA’LL HAVE BEEN THROUGH!! PRAYER FOR YA’LL & HANG IN THERE…..I KNOW I HAVE MISSED YOU SO VERY MUCH…..HAVE A GOOD DAY & REMEMBER WE WILL ALL BE THINKING OF YA’LL……GOD BLESS YOU ALL REAL GOOD…..
That sure is a lot going on at once. I do know how your husband is feeling and it’s no fun. I too broke my right ankle almost 3 weeks ago in 2 spots. They casted it last week but still might need to do surgery. Not used to sitting still. That’s for sure. Prayers for your mother in law and Olive is beautiful. Good luck.
So good to see you on here again.
sorry to hear about the struggles your family is going through.
Will be praying for your mother-in-love and rest of your family.
Just love hearing from you.
Dear Aunt Ruthie,
I am so sorry for all your trials, but thankful for the bits of love and sunshine The Lord brought into your lives. You definitely spoke to my heart this morning as I needed to hear your encouragement. I recently had spine surgery and it has been an overwhelming ordeal. Thanks for reminding me to give myself a little grace and I’ll be caring for my sweet family in His time!
Love and prayers from Texas,
Donna
So happy to have you back and that things are on the mend! prayers for your Mom-in love!
It’s a special day today, having heard from you, Ruthie. I have missed you and wondered about you all summer. Olive Rose is such a cutie, and I know she’s a joy to you and your family. Praying for mother-in-law, and thinking how wonderful it would be to listen to her pearls of wisdom and memories. And finally, I hope Gary’s ankle heals on schedule, and I know the Lord is watching over him, you and all the family. Don’t fret over what isn’t getting done. You’ll soon look back and think how miraculous it was to have it accomplished, as you said, in due time. May God’s blessing shower down on you continually. Sooooo good to see you again. Hugs and Love, Faye
Will be praying for you and your family many blessings-healing, relaxation, and all those things God knows you need! Beautiful Autumn is around the corner!
Thank you for your words of encouragement!
You are such a generous and sweet person to post this blog after all you and your beautiful family has experienced! It dawned on me that you were going through a lot of challenges when I didn’t see your blog in June. Please know that I am “forwarding” you all the love and blessings that were given to my family when my 1st granddaughter was born at 27 weeks at 1 pound, 15 ounces. Her miraculous birth came 6 months after my beloved father died. Your blog was a HUGE sources of comfort to me both times and I want to return the love to you!! (Miss Emily is now 5 months old, almost 15 pounds, and doing great!)
Oh my goodness. You have had more than your portion of challenges this summer. But my, what a beautiful little ray of sunshine Miss Olive Rose must be to your family. The photo of her with the sunglasses and floppy hat is adorable.
How nice it must be for both you and your husband to be able to spend you days together. It is such a blessing that you have been able to help him during his time of healing and recuperation. I bet his clients have had a blast with the 2 of you working side by side.
It was a special treat for me to see your post pop up this morning. My goodness, I have missed you. I wanted to read it right away but I had quiet a few things I needed to get done. So, I cleared off my “to do” list, Then, sat down with a glass of sweet tea to read your post. As I said before, you have had more than enough. I will pray for all of the challenges on your list. I pray for peace and comfort for each person with their individual needs. In times like these, it is so comforting to know that God is in control . All we have to do is lean on His shoulder.
Sending much love, thoughts and prayers your way! Always a joy to visit with you! Congratulations on the new granddaughter, aren’t grandchildren one of God’s sweetest gifts!
Blessings,
Sue
As always so refreshing to read your blog. I love positive people and that is surely what you are. Would love to meet up with you sometime when we are traveling up to Branson from down here in the River Valley of Arkansas. Prayers for you all.
When I receive an email letting me know you have posted, I save it for the evening when I can be on my computer. Not my phone :-) You are so positive and teach us how to have strength when we need it. I am actually a lot like you. I recently showed my son a photo of your baking station. I wish I had time to bake! LOL Thank you taking time to post and the reminder of God’s love through the most difficult times. Keeping your family in my prayers. Congrats on sweet new addition to your family. My first grandson Xavier was born in March 2016 :-) xoxo
Blessing to you and your family! God is holding you – and especially your mom-in-law in the palm of His hand! Love the blog!
Mary Osborne
San Pedro, CA
Wow. You have been extra busy too. I finally finished my oral surgeries and now have my new dental bridge. It took a long, long year and a half for all of the things to get done. My hubby and I celebrated our 50th wedding anniversary on April 3. Our daughter gifted us with a precious new son, Roger on April 9. I had to attend that wedding hiding under a big old hat as there was a delay in getting that bridge in place so there was a huge hole in my smile. It was, however, in place when our son gifted us with a new daughter, Anne on May 15. Since then, I have put myself on the list by making sure all of my doctor’s annual visits are up to date. Still trying to get that colonoscopy scheduled, but that will be the end of those appointments. Whew! Summer will soon be gone and we will be celebrating fall. Fall is my favorite time of year. Prayers for your family during these difficult times.
I so enjoy your updates. New grandbabies are the best! Sorry for the challenges that have come your way. We have had a doozy of a summer ourselves but whenever I feel overwhelmed by life’s many twists and turns I remember that scripture tells us that “it came to pass”, not that it came to stay. Good to know that God is with us every step of the way. Take care!
So good to hear you are enjoying your summer and seeing the bright side of things. Your site is always a joy to read!
Ms. Ruthie, well first it is so good to see you here on this computer thing. I have never commented on your page before but today I feel inspired. I have thoroughly enjoyed looking at your posts over the years. Envy, oh how I envy your home and anyone who can put down roots, Literally, I want a garden! We are an active duty family who hasn’t stayed in one place longer than two and a half years and have moved 9 times!! Everyday I check your page just to see if maybe today there will be a post of something heartwarming and today you did!!! Your family is so beautiful and you are so blessed, as am I. We can’t forget to be Thankful for what we do have but we CAN have challenges, the Lord didn’t say it would be easy, just worth it. Thanks for the post and the reminder to get on our knees and offer gratitude for what went right today.
I will pray for all your family and I hope you pray for mine (another move this year, AF retirement, a Senior in HS questioning where home will be). We Moms, spouses, women must stick together through PRAYER. Take care and we will be here when you pop back in.
Hello Ms. Ruthie,
Thank you for inspiring us with such a grateful heart. If I’m in your situation, I’ll be helpless. What you showed us is courage and grateful heart. You see the sunshine behind the storm. Trust that everything will be all right.
P.S. That was such a lovely backyard.
What a tiny, beautiful baby! My grandson was tiny and 6 weeks early, now he is 13 and taller than I am ! He was my miracle baby.
Prays of healing for your family. Love your favorite quotes!
My Grandma use to say “live a couple of days in someone’s life and you’ll appreciate your own. And be glad you are there!”
Missed you!
Oh Ruthie! I’m so inspired by the way you handle things with such a positive and loving attitude. Thank you for your post and bringing us up-to-date. I will be praying for you and yours
Missed you. I am happy and sad to hear all your news. Into every life comes that season of thunder, rain. and sunlight… Thanks for sharing with us.
Hi Ruthie from Ontario, Canada! Always love your newsletters in my inbox. Wow! You’ve had one busy summer! I can totally sympathize with your hubby and his poor broken ankle! Been there, done that about 22 years ago and still to this day suffer with arthritis in it. Anyways…tell him to get an “air cast” for it. I remember when I finally got my cast off (I had surgery and a plate put in my ankle), the doctor gave me a prescription to get this cast and let me tell you…it was the best thing ever! It gave my ankle support and it was the most comfiest thing to wear. It made me walk “normal” right away and I felt like I could walk for miles immediately! You are a good wifey and yes…we all need to make sacrifices when the need arises. Families first, darlin’! XO
Dear Ruthie, I always love your visits & when you hadn’t “visited” for awhile, I began to pray for your family. I too have had a challenging summer. We were notified that we had to leave the home we were renting in the country at the end of the summer. When one is in their mid-sixties, this is a very challenging event, especially with cats, dogs, & children in their teens (we adopted our “second” family in our late forties!). Oh! I forgot to mention chickens! We have cleaned, packed, gone through every single thing in the house, basement & shop & small barn to throw or give away, cleaned & packed more, are living with boxes all over the house. We have until the end of August to move, (two weeks away!) & still have no place to move. My Mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer, a daughter is very sick, (both in Oklahoma. I am in South Dakota.) & something hard pops up almost daily. So I can appreciate the hard challenges you have & have faced. At the beginning of this in June, the Lord told me to “sing” whenever I got stressed, anxious or afraid, scripture songs, hymns, praise & worship songs, so I could learn how to stay focused on Him. There have been times of panic, grief & fear, but the Lord is sustaining me & my family daily. (Did I say also my husbands job is very volatile right now in the North Dakota oilfields? Yikes!) Anyway, I want to say how much I love & appreciate your blog. I’ve read every one including the archives several times. (My daughter told me about your blog a couple of years ago & said we were kindred spirits. Indeed we are!) You have & continue to bless me! My daughter (16) & I read your blog every month together. You are a great encouragement! With L.M. Montgomery, & Jan Karon, after I read you, always have to go & bake a loaf of bread, make a pie, or give thanks to the Lord as I refocus on blessings, blessings blessings!! Your sister in the Lord, Julie
Ruthie,
Oh my, when it rains it pours doesn’t it. So sorry it is pouring in your neck of the woods but please know you and your entire family are in my prayers. Olive Rose is absolutely ADOREABLE!!! I so wish I had the opportunity to sit and talk with Mama Ruth and you on the porch while eating pie and talking about the good ole days. I would absolutely love that. Prayers for your honey, Gary. It is such a blessing to read your posts and I just wanted to thank you for the reminder that life is busy..and our to do lists are long…but we must always take time to make sure our husbands feel love, appreciated and important. Many blessings and prayers being sent your way.
Dear Ruthie:
Life’s joys and sorrows seem to arrive as partners often don’t they Ruthie? Beautiful baby news to be celebrated and then the treasured days with your Mom-in-Love along side of the challenges of your husband’s ankle surely must be making emotions rise and fall Ruthie. Prayers over your utter gladness in these fresh baby Olive days and also spoken with gentle intercession for your Mother-in-law’s needs along with your husband’s full recovery. I know that we share the sure knowledge Ruthie that the Lord carries us in our needs and meets us with His tender peace……
May God Bless the needs of your dear Family Ruthie,
Barbara.
Ohhhhh Honeeeeeey Bless your heart…. You have been thru it girrrl Like you said, “quite a doozie”!!!
Know that you are loved by us, your family, and most of all, our Father God❤️ Here’s another one for ya… “If He brought ya to it, He’ll bring ya through it”
*Please keep in touch as your time allows in this “season”!!! Love ya Sister… ps.. You are a remarkable writerI love how you write!!! Love and Blessings from lil ole Me~ Vickie
God bless you. You have given me lots of encouragement via your beautiful posts.
Prayers for Ruth.
Sincerely,
Ann Koontz
Hi, Ruthie,
You have had quite a summer. Thanks for sharing it with us. Congratulations to your family on the birth of little Olive Rose. What a blessing!
The story you shared of Mama Ruth’s heart attack on the day Tiffany went into labor reminded me of the story I was always told of my great grandpa dying in the same hospital on the day I was born there. I was his first great grandchild, and he lived to hear I was born. Cherish the days you all have with Ruth.
And poor Gary….I can relate, having broken my Right ankle 1 1/2 years ago. Learning to walk again was a challenge, b/c I couldn’t walk on it for so long, I had to learn how all over again! No driving for me either at the the time. The good news…ankles heal! and I am back to normal, and Gary will be too. Makes for great together time for married couples, though, b/c you really need each other!
Prayers for all of you.
Dear Aunt Ruthie! Blessed to read what you write again. Sorry to hear of the troubles! Congratz on your precious latest grandbaby Olive! :) Pray your family members all be in good health and be strong. :) May you be fruitful in your real estate deals. Pray for you all to continue to treasure time being together as a blessed Christian family and thank you for writing and inspiring us with your very own loving and successful marriage and family! ;-) *hug(s) for Aunt Ruthie* Everything will be good for those who love the Lord and are called according to His purpose! ~Romans 8:28 *smiles* ^v^
You have had some goings on this summer!
Will be praying for your mil Ruth, your sweet little Olive and your hubby. Gary. God has blessed you with so much strength during these times. God is so good, all the time!
What a loving example of all the people you are others. Wife, grandma, and daughter!
God bless you Ruthie!
You have had some goings on this summer!
Will be praying for your mil Ruth, your sweet little Olive and your hubby. Gary. God has blessed you with so much strength during these times. God is so good, all the time!
What a loving example of all the people you are to others. Wife, grandma, and daughter!
God bless you Ruthie!
Sending prayers and congratulations for your family. You have such a wonderful attitude. God gives us new grace everyday to handle that days needs.
I broke my ankle in March. It was very humbling to have to rely on family and friends to care for my needs. Hard to ignore all the dirt that my men didn’t seem bothered by at all, LOL! I learned many valuable lessons during my healing time that I still carry with me. God uses it all for good.
Thank you for sharing with us and I pray that there are very sunny days ahead for you all :-)
Good Morning <3 It is always a blessing when I see an update from you, and this post was no different. Even through all your tribulations this summer you still managed to uplift us by your positive spirit. I prayed for your family many times while reading your post. Your Mom-In-Law sounds like an amazing woman and I hope her days are comfortable ones. The words you wrote about her inspire me to try and be more cheerful toward my family – not always easy with a headstrong 19yo son in the house!
I love the pics you've included – especially the one of little Olive Rose in her California sun gear!
I hope by now your husband is getting around a little better and that you all are enjoying the changing seasons as Autumn begins.
Have a blessed day!
-DianeM
We all have those days. Thank goodness our Lord is with us we just need to look for those footprints. Take care and God bless you and your family and special prayers to your mother-in-love.
BB
Oh! I just love you! Thank you for your precious heart and beautiful transparency!
You are in my prayers sister!!!
Ruth, I have wanted to write this to you for a long time now, and even though I am behind a computer screen, I could not work up the courage to do it. Many, many months ago, I left a very, very un-savory, un-Godly, rude, judgmental and flat out mean comment. To say that my actions have ripped me apart since I sent it, would be an understatement. I do not even know if you will see this. I so hope that you do. I want to tell you Ruth, from the very bottom of my heart… I AM SO VERY SORRY. I am sorry to you, and your family and your internet friends also. My comment seeded from nothing short of jealousy and the enemy. I was so ashamed of myself, for I know you don’t know me, and I do not know you, but I am not like that at all…at all, and after pouring over your beautiful life, I began to think, “but she didn’t work for it, her husband did…” and my jealousy and anger over how hard I’ve worked, spilled over into an all out mean, angry and bitter comment. No excuse. We all have different paths, different lives, and we are not to compare to anyone else. And I did just that, I compared, and got upset. It was at a point in my professional career where I was so envious of those that got to stay home, that anyone I saw who had that privilege was automatically on my “jealousy list”…. and that is so not fair. Not fair to myself, not fair to those I was judging. I had cried so many tears over my behavior, I put so much prayer into what I said. I asked God, “Please Heavenly Father, please forgive me for comparing, please when she posts next, give me the strength to tell her I was so very wrong, and I hurt her, and I am sorry….” Dear Ruth, I am so sorry. I do not know if you’ll see this, and if not, maybe a “follower” or friend will guide you to what I am posting now. I judged you, I shouldn’t have. I made myself upset, I didn’t need to do that to myself, I painted you out to be something you were not, that was wrong of me… I do not know you. You did not deserve that. I don’t even know if you remember what I typed, what I said. But, I KNOW what I said, and it was wrong. You are nothing short of a Godly woman, as am I, and I let the enemy in, only to take advantage of how week and envious and stressed I was. I please ask for your forgiveness. I have asked the Lord to forgive me. And it has taken me almost half a year to forgive myself, and to have the courage to say what I needed to say. God loves you, I love you, and God loves you, and me. You are a beautiful, caring soul. That is what attracted me to your ministry, it truly is a ministry, a calling. So, with that, I am taking a deep breath, and leaving with a learning lesson. A life lesson. We are not to judge, lest ye be judged yourself. God bless you, you darling daughter of our Most High Lord. God worked on my bad attitude, and I shall not repeat my sin. It was like injecting myself with cancer, and it made me sick. May God be with you and your beautiful family always. I ask for your forgiveness, and pray for your happiness~
Of course you will have my prayers too, there are so many ways we all can be praying for your family. May God continue to bless you richly.
Sweet, precious sister Ruthie,
I praise the Lord for the safe arrival and health of your baby grand-daughter. I can still remember so well the annoucement of your FIRST grandbaby those years ago- I’ve been with you all these years. :) And you have given me, along with all of us who read your blogs, ebooks, and videos, such encouragement in my walk with the Lord and my role as a mom and wife and homemaker. Thank you for entrusting both the heart-warming and the heart-breaking with us all- your tranparency is part of what makes you such a good witness of God’s goodness and love. I am praying for your wonderful mother-in-l;ove- what a legacy she has clearly already created, and I am trusting that when she does go home, no matter how hard it will be for you all, that she will be in the loving arms of her saviour. And these memories that you are making with your hubby in his time of need are going to be some of th emost cherished you ever have with him. You are the true Proverbs 31 woman- not only looking after the home fires but also helping him in his economic endeavors. He will surely rise up and call you blessed! Praying for calmer waters as we head into fall, and know that during your absensce I was praying all was well with you. Yours in Christ! -Nicole
Miss your posts and periscope! Hope you are doing well!
I had no idea you had all of this going on! Shame on me for not Checking in on you and being in my own little bubble! I’m so sorry for the sad happenings. But that baby is the cutest muffin ever! And it sounds like Mr.Sugarpie is on the mend, and enjoying some pampering time with you. Hugs!!!
HI THERE GIRL!! MY GOODNESS YOU HAVE HAD YOUR SHARE OF TRIBULATIONS!! BUT, THE MOST WONDERFUL PART IS THAT ALL OF YOU WITH THE LORD ARE COMING THROUGH VICTORIOUS!! SO PROUD OF YOU ALL…..WITH YOUR COMPUTER BEING BROKEN DOWN & I GUARANTEE THEY RETURNED IT WITH WINDOWS 10 ON IT….IT IS A FIESTY BEAST TO TRY & DEAL WITH TOO……HANG IN THERE & WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY & LOVE YOU ALL……
Ruth Ann,
It was so nice to see your post! I have prayed for your family and mama-in-love and for you to have strength. Thank you for sharing your faith in the Lord and for your beautiful spirit. :0)
Thank you, I feel encouraged every time I read your blog!
Hi Ruthie,
Wow, you have really hit some rough spots in the road, bless your heart. We are in the same boat just different circumstances, daughter in/out of hospital before baby born and now after, its been a really rough ride for her, but our little grandbaby Evie came out perfect with no problems at all and we are so grateful to the Lord. Praying for comfort and healing for all. Give that sweet grandbaby some love from the Grays! May God bless her sweet life and may she know his love! God bless and hugs!
Cathy
Hope Your Life and Family are doing Great ! Tough times come and go ! We sure need to appreciate the good times and CHERISH life! Family and friends ! And the many good blessings our lives have! SO many people have nothing! They are without food ! Homes ! Freedom! Living with disabilitys !! Sickness! Imprisoned! You name it! We are truly blessed in sooo many ways! Prayers for OUR COUNTRY right now in this time of CRISIS! GOD SPEED ! I pray to GOD to elect Mr Trump to save our country ! Our faith , our Freedom ! So much is at stake !